| so things are weird.
its like one day you feel everything is going to be fine
you've got a couple great friends who are going to be there for you no mater what..
but then they turn around and talk
about you. it's like nothing can ever turn out good for more than
like a year. Nothing ever. there's always a time inbetween
time where I get hurt. where i get into fights with people.
Sometimes i just wish i could leave this town. Theres not really
a point for me to live here. It's not like I have some great
friends who will miss me.. who will always want me to come back to
visit.
Cuz guess what. people have
said it. so many people hate me. and you wanna know why? i
couldn't tell you. All ive done from the start is try to be
friends with people. not try to get people to hate me. it's
not my fault that once i become friends with someone.. they haven't to
stop being friends with other people. I didn't just take
them away from you, so thats why you have to hate me.
Though all the years, all i've
wanted is to be wanted back. for someone to need to talk to me. someone
to call and just say hey lets hang out. randomly. im so sick of
not having things to do because everyone has other people they need to
hang out with. or they've had plans with them for awhile now, but now
that I have time. they automatically get time to hang out with the
other person. whatever. im sick of it. im so sick of just feeling left
out.
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| ive realized.
if you wait long enough
the good comes :]
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| Theres obviously something wrong with me.
I crry every Wednesday
and its most likely over the same boy. every week.
its been the same boy for the past like year
i can't help but love him.
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| I
love how I start myspace surveys but I get to like the 4th question and
I dont' wanna answer it, cuz one person.. will be mad. or think i'm
lying.
So basically theres not really a point in doing them, when all they do
is get people mad at me. I used to do them all the time. But that was
back in the good ole' days, when I didn't have to worry bout certain
people geting mad at me.
Anyway.
I've put several pictures on my myspace in the past week or so. I'd love some comments on them.
I was puttin together my schedule for next year. oh man its guna suck
just like it did this year =/ no accounting tho. which is good. but I'm
taking both physics and algebra 2.. which they highly suggest I don't.
But I don't really care, cuz I need them. and I dont' wanna wait for my
senior yearrr.
I took a nap today that last 3 hours.. And yet I'm still tired.. It's weird.
crazy weird. eh.
<3
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| So, I decided to make an entryyy. cuz im cool like that
and cuz dr. ed is making one.
anyway.
school sucks.
finals sucked.
even tho i got a's n b's in my classes..
i got like d's on the finalss  yea.
whatever.
its overrrr.
my blatter hurts.
my eyes are all better!
wooo.
even tho im still going to wear my glasses. shh its okay.
myspace is lame
theres so much drama
ew.
<3
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